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@lenaontrans Fdl #MH: Sperrung #MIH aufgehofen, ob wir umgeleitet werden, ist noch unklar
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thought for a while that the 218 would take me back to #MH, but no, my train leaves from Gl.4, so ideenzug it is :3 (@ RB 40 ➜ München Hbf) #NowTräwelling https://traewelling.de/status/4789271
Ich hab lange Therapie hinter mir wegen PTBS und weiß, was intrusive Gedanken sind und wie man damit umgehen kann.
Das macht es etwas leichter, aber es ist immer noch schwer zu ertragen.
Mein PTBS wurde 2018 akut dadurch ausgelöst, dass K1 fast gestorben ist. Kann also sein, dass ich mich bis an mein Lebensende mit solchen Gedanken herumschlagen muss, manche Dinge lässt man nie ganz hinter sich. Finde das unfair. Ich wäre gerne normaler.
Immerhin keine flashbacks mehr.
Bringe K3 zum Seepferdchen Kurs. Die letzten Tage hat das das Ehegespons übernommen, da hab ich mir überhaupt keinen Kopf gemacht.
Während ich jetzt vor der Schwimmhalle warte, bis der Kurs zu Ende ist, spielt mein Kopf mir in Endlosschleife Bilder ab, wie K3 ertrinkt, weil der Schwimmlehrer kurz nicht aufgepasst hat.
Angsterkrankungen sind komplett scheiße.
I just rediscovered two old posts/threads of mine, that explain pretty well, why I want to go into pedagogy now (I didn't know it back then - too busy working on my depression and hating school):
Content warning: Childhood trauma
https://climatejustice.social/@PaulaToThePeople/111490472007434009
https://climatejustice.social/@PaulaToThePeople/111187258270534141
I want to protect children.
I want to provide them a save environment to thrive and talk about their troubles.
In a perfect school system kids would learn mental hygiene and get therapy before they learn integrals and the uncritical history of wars and power abuse. That would prevent so much domestic abuse, because it would be caught early.
And teaching kids emotional and social competence before teaching them applied capitalism will prevent abuse, division, exploitation and hate in the future.
I want to teach children to be happier than me, less abusive than my stepdad, more empathetic than my mom and more protective of future generations than my teachers were.
That's why I'm studying animal assisted pedagogy and will start studying social pedagogy, trauma pedagogy and environmental pedagogy this fall.
https://www.europesays.com/1973078/ Slovensko odprezentuje postoj k americkým clám #clá #MH #Sakova #slovakia #Slovensko #Správy #SR #vyhlásenie
@lenaontrans Unbefugte Personen am Gleis sowie verspätetes Personal, wir verlassen #MH mit +23
@lenaontrans Wir erreichen unser Ziel- und Endbahnhof #MH mit +3 wegen Langsamfahrstellen auf der NIM, senk ju vor tschusing deutsche bahn tudey, wie wisch ju a neis ivening, täck kär änd gud bay
#3GoodThings or quite a bit more actually.
Lately things are going quite good for me personally.
1) For my education in animal assisted intervention I'm writing a paper about animal assisted climate communication, combining two of my passions. And I think it will be really good.
2) I want to work in animal assisted education later, but since animal assisted intervention is more of an advanced education I want to get a basic education in education too. My plan is to start both social education and environmental education in the fall. Social education is, I believe, the thing that most people working in animal assisted education have in their curriculum, so it's probably a good thing to have, while environmental education is rather rare, so it might give me an edge for job applications. But mostly I'm just convinced that both will teach me a lot of great skills and knowledge.
3) I've started taking my dog Platon to work (personal assistance for a woman with MS) and since its going well I think I can take him with me every time in the future and that means I can work more (because my mom can't always take Platon) and might finally get out of the monthly red numbers that I'm in for many years now.
4) We're also close to getting the house ready to rent out a few rooms for a little side-money.
That will be another relief financially, but mostly I hope it will mean I have some cool roommates. And maybe some people who can take Platon sometimes.
5) I came out of a depression more than a year ago and kept still taking one of the meds, as its supposed to help the brain get used to how the internal chemistry should be. But it really messed with my memory. Now that spring is coming I'm reducing and eventually getting rid of the medication and I can already tell that my memory is getting a bit better again.
6) I randomly met a friend from school the other day and we started going on walks together regularly and have great talks. That's a kind of friendship I've been missing for a long time.
7) I'm quite proud of what we accomplished at the 
lately. We finished 2024 almost in the black figures, finally created an account (https://fedi.at/@FediverseFoundation), are regularly posting on our blog (https://fediverse.foundation/en/blog/) and will launch a Pixelfed server tomorrow (https://instapix.org). I'm excited!
8-99) (My memory still isn't great, so I probably forgot a few things)
【モンハンワイルズ】モリバーとかいう個性的で可愛い獣人種を見たネットの反応集【モンハン反応集】 https://www.playing-games.com/555801/ #games #gaming #GamingTrending #MH #TrendingGames #ゲーム #ゲーム攻略 #ゲーム最新情報 #モンスターハンター #モンスターハンターワイルズ #モンハン
In the interests of self preservation I’ve enabled the filter on toots regarding Ukraine. I want to stay informed, but by crikey it’s doing my MH no good whatsoever.
Time for a break.
#ukraine #mh #selfpreservation
@lenaontrans #MH erreicht mit +24, heute abweichend auf Gleis 12, senk ju vor tschusing deutsche bahn tudey, gud bay
I implore you - go find some joy and a way to thrive and recharge despite the chaos.
This resonated:
"Here’s my pep talk after studying authoritarianism:
1). They never truly expect a long-term resistance movement bc they think people are a collection of trauma triggers who are easily controlled thru terror
2). If they can’t terrorize you 24/7 in your mind, they have already lost the war
3). The single best way you can resist fascism is to not let them terrorize you constantly. Protect your mental health to ensure you are not constantly in a terrorized state
4). Keep connecting to who you are at your core. Your values, preferences, ethics, and beliefs. Build up capacity to resist
5). Remember they are like abusive parents: they only see us extensions of them. They have no clue how powerful joy and community and self-expression can be. We can use this to our advantage — we can be the strong-willed child they never saw coming.
Spending time connecting to your true self is not selfish in these times — it’s intricately connected to a resistance movement that is tied to honoring our bodies, our communities, and to the land. We have to build capacity to resist by being exactly who we are!"
#uspol #resist #fascism #Boston #boycott #MH via https://substack.com/@dlmayfield/note/c-94417388
#BostonWeekend 21/x
